before you leave

before you leave ,
i want to say,
that ive never felt
quite this way,

it hurts so much,
to breathe this air.
for me to be caught,
in your stare

i know youll leave,
i wont beg you to stay.
but listen to me,
and what ill say.

you ripped my chest open,
and claimed my heart,
and now im afraid ,
to see you leave in the dark

i cant come with you,
i want to but cant,

i have my own demons,
i have to slay them by my hand.

im torn from sides,
from you and a friend,

is best i stay.
but next time we meet.
dont count on my heart to beat.

my heart may petrify,
or be broken,
it all depens on what you have spoken.

we will meet again,
just hold in your hand.
the memories of us,
that we never had...

before you leave
i wanted to say ...

"i love you"

~~~~~


ok that was sooo funny to write since i havent made poems in like 2 years. this came out well i supose. final moments of saya and demise before he leaves death embassy.
you never know what will hapen the next time they meet.
she will be issued a arrest warrant on him. since he left in order to take over the underworld and saya knows (afterward) that its gabbys home. she wants to help one but feels like she s torn between both and her heart is slowly torn in half. what will she chose in the end?